DeepNThought

weird dream sequence…
so there’s this guy named justin whom i haven’t seen in years
but who’s recently found me on friendster.  there’s this girl
named kim with whom i’ve been taking computer training classes
the past two and half months, and then there’s one of my ex’s,
this guy named mike who lives back in guam and who i’ve recently
found out is soon to be married.  so i wake up this morning
into/out of this really weird dream where all of them are there. 
we’re all at this wedding, and i guess it’s the reception because
people are all dancing.  there’s this circle of people dancing
in a group, and justin and kim are in there.  kim’s all wearing
this nice dress.  and i can’t remember what justin is wearing,
but he’s breakdancing.  so i’m in this circle having fun dancing,
and then out of nowhere swoops in mike, deftly rescuing me from
the group from whom i hadn’t realized i needed to be rescued. 
but i didn’t mind much at the time.  then i realize that he’s
dancing better than i ever remember him dancing before in the 12
years i’ve known him.  so then we’re off dancing alone somewhere,
and i’m having a good time.  then some other guy who i didn’t
recognize and so will remain unnamed asks to cut in, and before
i can respond, mike basically rejects his request and twirls me
away. and that’s about where i woke up.  weird, huh?

I am an unfinished song… a work in progress
Looking for purpose… in a state of undress

I am a pond of still water… unmoving like glass
Frozen, around me I watch the world pass

I am a honeybee that has lost its way
Just trying to get back to yesterday

When yesterday I find again
No more will chaos rule me then

Clarity will reign once more
As I walk through the open door